At school bored as shit.


We have this research paper due in like 3 weeks and we are in the library researchin now.ugh. someone stole ants rims this morning.fuckourlife.
Me n Devin aren't getting along.ughh. he was supposed to spend time with zay this summer, but cant be civilized and have a conversation on some real issues. I guess it shows the maturity level he is at in his life. Seriously he expects me to let him take isiah off across the US and not ask questions?? sometimes i question if he really does want to see isiah because hes constantly constantly constantly telling me to see it from his point of view, blah blah i haven't seen him in months, blah blah and i say well u decided to leave no one forced you to join the military blah blah, annnd he cries his same song and story. BUT if it were ME, i would jump threw hoops to see my son for a week.wtf?.And i said he could take him for 2 MONTHS!!He wants to take this route in stead of answering questions likke; Whats the address he will be staying? The home phone number? The number of the daycare center that will be taking care of him while devin is at work or whatever he does over there? Buy his round trip tickets in advance, so i can photo copy them and sign on the dotted line saying you will be bringing my son back to me and that this is only a vacational visit. buuut nooo he says he rather go threw the courts. well thats what he will have to do i guess. i mean is it too much to ask for? Really? and he hasn't looked at it from my point.nor do i ask him to. because thats to hard of a task for him to comprehend.lol. threw the court is fine with me, he thinks they will grant him vacational visitation for a month? they won't. the most he will recieve is two weeks maybe three. i grew up with divorced parents and a father who fought for visitation. He didn't.

Any way i doubt hes going to even follow threw with this, hes too self involved er self centered. Im just going to keep my head up, stay strong, and focus on this life im delt.

Going to his game, they won.lol

We spent the day together yesterday, it was nice;)
Zay follows him around every where its hilarious.