Today is soo unreal, ever had those days where everything seems to move slower then usual or everything someone says to you jus settles on top of your mind? it doesnt sink in untill maybe later. Thats today.
i feel so behind. not on importance buh on ish that doesnt really make a drastic difference on my life. stuff like conversations, laundry, cleaning my car, doing yoga, cooking, praying- i havent been to church for, i dont even know how long. im just behind. i need Me time. im even waaay behind with reading. i havent read this book i started in like a month or so.
i dont know whats going on.
Thanksgiving was awesome, ate wit the fam, had desert wit honey bear;) my cousin is out of prison, i need to go see him asap. this weekend for sure because isiah needs a hair cut, soo prolly friday. yea friday.
Los Funeral is saturday. ahhh.i talked to devin ummmm friday niitte? i dnt member. well any way. he asked how everyone was doing, how rashelle and los is doing. i cant tell him about los, because hes in his last two weeks of basic training and i guess he cant know any tragic news or anything. i havent wrote him. i cant. i dont want him to think i had plenty of opportunities to tell him and i dont want him to blame me or something but that changes because he called. i dont know. i got him a shirt and included him in the message i left on the wall. Hopefully he'll see the good intentions i have.
THis last weekend was mellow, up till saturday niite. Marshell told me when someone is speaking to you and they look you in the eyes you can see something, sometimes its unclear and sometimes it depends on the person and what they've been through. But i believe it, theres alot you have to take into consideration but it works, you can see emotion, you can see their intentions, alot more. The fact that they are even looking you straight into your face says alot and we are taught that young, when you are angry, when your serious, when your upset or when your sorry you mean it when you say it clear and directly to the person you mean it to. rite?
When children are in trouble, your supposed to come to their height and speak to them making eye contact.
Your pet dog knows when hes done something wrong when you raise your voice and making eye contact with them.
We are the Sum of our Life equation.
Memories+
What we are taught+
Tragedy+
Trial and error+
Whatever we choose to pick up along the way= You
My two fav gurls;)
i dont know why this pic is so effed up, prolly has something to do with bellas face.lol :P
Saturday niite, Val Me G annnd anthonys black fingers.lol :*
Feather eyelashes:) my "Whoo Lashes"
2.10.88-11.21.09
If ANYone has any information about his murder, please contact the police, his family is offering a $$reward$$, please come forward.
He is a Father, a Son, a Brother, a Nephew, a Partner, a Best Friend. Someones Love. Inspiration. A little boys' Role model. Someones Everything.
We Love You
We Miss You
Thank You for All the Memories
Watch Over Us
Your Angel will be Loved and Adored in memory of you
Rest In Peace
AHh i saw Twilight new moon, last niite with anthonys sisters, it wass awwesome, bella was sluttin it up buh you cant be mad at her.lol i had alot of fun. then went home to my feller:) slept in till 11:) aaaah soo needed that, this last week was sooo stressful.Izzy got sick so i didnt get alot of sleep and i had two projects for school due annnd isiahs DRs office only takes walk ins during times when im at school. soo i missed some school buh made up for it yesterday. And he finally got seen yesterday, they prescribed some antibiotics and hes already looking better and sleeping better....Moms watched him last nite and said hes back to his old self:)
I spoke to marshell the other morning, i sent my letter to him soo late, devin is taking up all my stamps,ima have to start charging him, LOL juss joking. ANy wayy hes doing good, it breaks my heart everytime i speak to him about stuff. Simple stuff he cant do, my cousin gets out next week! Hes been in the same amount of time marshell was sentenced...Ironic? or Coincidence? i dunno.im excited, though the anticipation is torture. I cant wait for marshells day:(
Me and Anthony are fiine.He keeps me smiling on my worst days.
HAaappy Biirthday too youuu, Happppy Biiiirrthdaay Mr. Prreesidentt. Happy birthday tooo youu.TAhhh TAh TAHHH.lol
1000 give or take postit's= $5
22 packs of kit kat bars= $2x 22
Window markers= free from my house
Pajamas= $**.**
Pretty bow= $.88
PRICELESS
Making you smile.
Starting your day out rite;)
Picturing you cleaning your car with a leaf blower.
WORTH IT
I know im blessed to have a friend like you
Your my friend, without judging the things that i do.
You'll know my appreciation, before this poems through
We all need to have a good friend, we all break in a way only a friend can mend.
We all need somone, on which we can depend.
When we begin, besides our family, were alone
Untill the kindness of a friend is shown.
Then after a time a bond of friendship is grown.
So i'll let it be known, that im not a person in need, because when i needed a friend, you were a friend indeed. Friendships the flower and you were the seed.
Your my support when i fall, my bandaid when i bleed.
So this is my Creed:
I believe friendship is essential to life
Friendship will allow you to smile in strife
When all goes wrong, friendships stay right
So i thank you for caring and not just pretending to be.
Thank you michelle for being a good friend to me.
This is from the lingerie party Saturday niite...o yeaa baybe.HA
I spilled coffee on my uniform.Isiah threw fits allll morning.Found out i have to pay more for school.Assholes.My teacher likes bitching at me for shit i cant prevent.
School is super duper boring riite now, were doin this computer course, bcuz all medical records are being transferred electronically...blaah. lol its gunna be more convienant in the long run.My teacher is clueless, and mrs.Twiner is a B word.NE wayy me n zay are gunna take holiday piks.yay! i found the cutiest grown man suit and the classiest dress. its gunnna bring tears to your eyes.lol Well heres more piks
EAt Your Heart out.
Heres some from halloween
SooOo, shits been crazy.banannas. :P .Everything is good though.school is greaat, almost got a A in this lasst module :( i'll take a B+ though. :) .
:{) haha
ish has been goin down at the taliaferro house hold.allbad. me and sis is working on getin a spot by january,maybe soooner.I needa part time job..Ima have ta get on sitter status again..maybe work something out with devins madre.She took zay for halloween. i guessss they went trick or treatin... i took him trick or treatin on friday..his daycare had a carnival/trunk n treat.shindigg. buuh yeaazerd. devin has been keeping in touch. i sent him a picture zay drew up for him a week er two ago. imma write him bout some problems, try to some how reach out to this muscle/organ hes supposed to have...truth is i havent bugged him bout CS, honest for G.O.D to strike me down riite now, and im really going to need that type of financial support from him in these next couple months.i would appreciate it.
Hes not that reliable, and i dnt trust or like depending on anybody, thus thee part time job.
Soo on another note, i met someone,er started talking to someone i've known annnd now hes my "BF".i dnt kno if thats wuh they are now a days.We hold hands so i guess thats what it is.HEs sweeet.Sweet kisser, awesome lover, greaat friend, beautiful person, completly selfless.Hes a brother, cousin, son and loved by mannny.Adored by mE;)EST.10/23/09.
My costume...hehe.
HA so these are the newest edition to thee collection of baddest shoes...i wore them saturday..and possibly fell 3 times, babe said he counted only 2,lol....and still counting.
