To the left.to the left.

Feeling kinda sad. sitting here watching zay make himself strawberry milk. standing on the chair stirring it bcuz he can barely reach it. im sad bcuz im soo proud that ive helped this being grow on its own as his own person. he jus moved the chair to the left to put the spoon in the sink. im sad bcuz when i look to the right theres no one there to share this memory with me.

Monday Monday Monday

Watching The Bee Movie with zay. funny stuff. SooOo in march my sister and i are going to Colorado to see family, shes actually moving out there, i wish i could move out there buh the schools i like are out here. soo yea. My cousins are supposed to come too. this is going to be thee roadtrip. lol! im soo excited for zay to see his great grandma, uncles, aunts and cousins! soo juiced. we're going to take sooo many pics. ;)