Drake - I Get Lonely Too

To the left.to the left.

Feeling kinda sad. sitting here watching zay make himself strawberry milk. standing on the chair stirring it bcuz he can barely reach it. im sad bcuz im soo proud that ive helped this being grow on its own as his own person. he jus moved the chair to the left to put the spoon in the sink. im sad bcuz when i look to the right theres no one there to share this memory with me.

Monday Monday Monday

Watching The Bee Movie with zay. funny stuff. SooOo in march my sister and i are going to Colorado to see family, shes actually moving out there, i wish i could move out there buh the schools i like are out here. soo yea. My cousins are supposed to come too. this is going to be thee roadtrip. lol! im soo excited for zay to see his great grandma, uncles, aunts and cousins! soo juiced. we're going to take sooo many pics. ;)

To: You

Michelle Taliaferro January 12 at 1:08am
So A------- ---- i love you dearly, buh its soo irratating, your immaturity is getting in the way of us moving forward as friends, just grow up and man up already. if you love me as much as i love you, then you shud beable to look past all the dumb ppl, as i do for you, numerous times i surround myself with ppl i may disregard buh they are ppl you hang out with. its just apart of life, you jus need to be a little more civilized, thats what seperates man from beast and you are no animal so you have no reason to act like a ass over bullshit. life is too short. if i found out i was going to die tomorrow i would want everyone i've ever KNOWN to love, in one room with me till my last breath and i cant help but think that you would be the one less person in that room just becuz you dislike someone and what they said or did to you. it hurts my feelings and its confusing. i don't come around as much as i would like to bcuz some of the things you say are obnoxious. when its me and you just out and away from everything and everyone we are good friends and we laugh about everything, i love the person i can be when its just you and me. And thats why i love you. even though you dont want anything to do with me, you are the type of person i want isiah to grow up to be, with good intentions, good values, friendly, funny, and i hope he could love me as much as you love your parents someday. he admires you. If you care then be here, all the time, not just when things are going bad for us, be here for the good the bad and the ugly. Thats what a true friend is. Of course they're also honest and thats why im sending you this, to let you know i will always have feelings for you but if you want to be "just" friends then be that. stop playing around and be my best friend.
Love me




RIGHT?

Monday smh.lol

SSoo i seen a commercial and it was a nature valley commercial annd it said something about colorado...i miss my family. im thinking about going there in feburary bcuz neither one of us wants to be around for stupid valentines day.fml. What a stupid idea? seriously, a man must have been the one to have thought of valentines day if you think about it. we obsess over it. its a pure joke amoungst men, just another way they can get under our skin. whether we admit it or not, we do obsess over it. i would love to meet the woman who doesn't think to herself at least once that day a bunch of, what if's, fantasies, we create these impossible expectations for men on this day and drive ourselves crazy. the funny thing is, they prolly all sit around laughing at the rediculous day. Grocery stores don't make it any easier, i cant walk into one in JANUARY without being blinded by bright red and pink colors.ugh.and the annoying singing stuft animals. if i ever win the lottery i will do us all a favor and buy every singing animal and burn them. i will have a huge party for burning those useless things..anyway i think colorado is calling me:) my sister was over last nite, eating, naturally, and said something about going out there. driving out there and me n zay would fly back...its a sign soo im going:) there is also talk about vegas in may, im excited:), hopefully i can save enough to go... anyway i got work soo i have to get ready..Peace

Happy BRAND New Year!

Happy New Year
its a new year with new beginings. I cant wait for this new year:)they say the way you spend your new years eve will determine the rest of the year that follows. Well i spent it with only ppl i love and who love me back:) I spent it 21. it was classy and very much so tastful. Drinking with friends and family, when the count down came, looking around, ladies dressed up and gentlmen, i wouldn't take anything back from this last year. By the time we screamed TWO- ONE- HAPPY NEW YEAR! i never felt soo much love and anticipation in one room, it was breath taking, hardly a feeling you could describe.
Dedicated to 2011
"Love me tender, Love me sweet, Never let me go, You have made my life complete, annd i Love you sooo.
Love me tender, Love me true, alll my dreams fulfilled.
For my darling i love youu annd i always will.
Love me tender, love me long, take me to your heart, for its there that i belong annd will never part.
Love me tender, love me truue, all my dreams fulfilled, for my darling i love you and i always will..."~Elvis Presley