You'll never know what hit ya!

So i've been really considering the airforce, but i can't be active and a single parent..basically i have to get married..HA..ha. funny huh. Well i accidently fell face first onto a potential prospect..really considering the offer.. but right now im looking at every angle of the situation and imagining the possible bad and ugly that could happen jumping into something soo serious. Me and my best friend were JUST talking about me living in the moment and never thinking three steps ahead the other day..annnd...well im trying to think liike 5 steps ahead right now-_- This next year i need to start making some changes and breaking bad habits, starting with staying away from scorpio's and church. lol O and anthony came around to the idea o_0 he wants to be my superman constantly for ALL the wrong reasons. i dont need your pity or charity. Thats the LAST reason on this earth i would marry someone for. Im not dying from cancer i dont need your dam med insurance. wtf.
Im looking for that answer that says, i want to thrive with you, build a life worth living, make $_$, be educated and do US.
Not- Becuz i know you need it and i want to help you...smfh
Obviously you don't KNOW what i need. We GOOd out herre! i jus want BETTEr.
Deuces!

We took the boys to their first basketball game:) One of the last games for the Sacramento Kings. Deuces! Wack ass fucking team. I hope after they get they fucking Arena a earthquake FSU.