-Siigh- my life goes something like this....
8AM woke up
8:30aboutAM change izzys diaper.laying in bed awake wishing i wasnt. isaih talking nonesense to me....
8:35 makin a cup of "Wah Wah Now!"lol while i make eggs n potatoes. brush isiahs teeth. he wants to sit on his toilet. so i let him. :)
9AMish isiah is naked somehow with only his socks on? WTF and throws up on the carpet...doesnt even cares that he threw up goes on wit playin naked, running from me laughing lol dripping throw up every where...ugggh. :)boys
9:30AM runnning a bath, captured him, brushed his teeth again. gave him a bath. splashes water every where.
10AMish hes settle enough to watch seaseme street while i mop up a mess i can call back my jobs and check e-mail.
10:30AM Elmos world is on and hes dancing im dancing too.lol :) wuh a lame job.what do you put on your resume? previous occupation child puppet elmo on national tv, let go becuz of substance asbuse haha.......finally get to brush my teeth.
10:45AM eating cold eggs n potatoes. cleaning the kitchen. isiah wants to go outside so i gotta put his pants and shoes on him.
11AMish isiah is crying, his teeth are hurting.-hes got three tryin to poke threw-
he has a fever sooooooo i giv him sum tylenol-out of tylenol shit :#
11:30AM Making lunch for zay. wake up G. ask her to watch isiah for me later bcuz i knew devin wasnt going to come threw.
11:45AMish isiah falls asleep! nap time! gettin out my pjs finally gettin ready for the day...yay!!! doin laundry.Booooo!
FAst Forward 12:45PM figured out wuh im wearing.feelin fabulous. isiah is coughing sooo hard in his sleep he throws up :( i hold him while he cries and cleaning it up with my other hand....multi task is the key word here. lol
1PM realize lunch is out of the question for him...people are calling abou goin to Zokkus....yeaaa NOT isiahs throwing up enough meals to feed africa er mexico.lol
1:30PMish kiss lil man bye. wihes me luck in his mysterous way. :)
Light Rail.........Walking............
2Pm on the dot i remember looking at the time.lol at my school ready for some tests.
3PM still at the schoool waiting for my counselor.....waiting......
3:30Pmish FINALLy out of there! cant wait to go home..lol walk to susies' makin plans wit gabby to get the other gurls to quit so i can hav they're jobs lol...wuh a good friend -Love-
Got waxed....Got jewelry...Got tylenol....
4PMish-Home yeee!
Relaxing. letting this dum dog lick my feet....lol
5PMish my sis is over G is cleaning lik a MAd Black Woman and bella is doin homework...im makin dinner Jambaliya-sp??lol isiah is kikin it on the counter sayin "cheeese" so i giv him cheese..lol
6PM Big Momma is home lol the family goes to costco.
6:30PMish eatin dinner. yum!
Isiah eats a lil doesnt throw up! yay!
8:30PM gettin him ready for bed Diaper change pjs brushin his teeth. pray and tellin him nite nite! lol
9PM call jerk and remind him to bring the rest of his sons clothes. That he was supposed to bring since sunday......UGGH.
Calls me while hes at work. probly bcuz his slut isnt around.
i hang up on him
he hangs up on me
plays his game and gets exactly what he wanted out of me once again. my time and patience.
I Promise
i will not shed another tear in his honor till the day he dies.TIll the day his lyin ass is wrinkled buried in the ground i will not cry anymore.When that happens mayb you'll get a tear outof me.THats really the only thing he counts on from me. and why should i even give him that.
Im angry
Hurt
and sad.
im goin to save this and look back on it when he comes wit that baby baby please. mayb not tomorrow or next month but he will.
