Today is soo unreal, ever had those days where everything seems to move slower then usual or everything someone says to you jus settles on top of your mind? it doesnt sink in untill maybe later. Thats today.
i feel so behind. not on importance buh on ish that doesnt really make a drastic difference on my life. stuff like conversations, laundry, cleaning my car, doing yoga, cooking, praying- i havent been to church for, i dont even know how long. im just behind. i need Me time. im even waaay behind with reading. i havent read this book i started in like a month or so.
i dont know whats going on.
Thanksgiving was awesome, ate wit the fam, had desert wit honey bear;) my cousin is out of prison, i need to go see him asap. this weekend for sure because isiah needs a hair cut, soo prolly friday. yea friday.
Los Funeral is saturday. ahhh.i talked to devin ummmm friday niitte? i dnt member. well any way. he asked how everyone was doing, how rashelle and los is doing. i cant tell him about los, because hes in his last two weeks of basic training and i guess he cant know any tragic news or anything. i havent wrote him. i cant. i dont want him to think i had plenty of opportunities to tell him and i dont want him to blame me or something but that changes because he called. i dont know. i got him a shirt and included him in the message i left on the wall. Hopefully he'll see the good intentions i have.
THis last weekend was mellow, up till saturday niite. Marshell told me when someone is speaking to you and they look you in the eyes you can see something, sometimes its unclear and sometimes it depends on the person and what they've been through. But i believe it, theres alot you have to take into consideration but it works, you can see emotion, you can see their intentions, alot more. The fact that they are even looking you straight into your face says alot and we are taught that young, when you are angry, when your serious, when your upset or when your sorry you mean it when you say it clear and directly to the person you mean it to. rite?
When children are in trouble, your supposed to come to their height and speak to them making eye contact.
Your pet dog knows when hes done something wrong when you raise your voice and making eye contact with them.
We are the Sum of our Life equation.
Memories+
What we are taught+
Tragedy+
Trial and error+
Whatever we choose to pick up along the way= You
My two fav gurls;)
i dont know why this pic is so effed up, prolly has something to do with bellas face.lol :P
Saturday niite, Val Me G annnd anthonys black fingers.lol :*
Feather eyelashes:) my "Whoo Lashes"
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